well, today i went to the new doctor that my primary doctor sent me to. and guess what? he examined me and everything. he found inflamed joints in my back and all kinds of stuff, he treated them, he is reinstating my medication so that i will not have to face all of my pain with nothing to buffer it. he was kind, considerate, had wonderful bedside manner. of course, the way he treated the inflamed joints was to injected medication into them with shots and it hurts like hell, but he said it should feel great within a few days. i certainly hope so or i am going to be one really pissed off bitch if i go through all of this discomfort and in a few days, the discomfort is still there and no relief has shown up. of course, i can still get the meds from him, just make it extremely clear to him he will never come near my joints with another needle again. that could work. so hopefully soon, i will be back to normal. apparently other conditions i have are aggravating my back as well as the inflamed joints and just in general me being a schmuck and doing things that i should not have done. yes, for someone who is suppose to have such a high i.q. i do some stupid shit sometimes. so, hopefully i will be ok soon and rejoining the land of the living. cross your fingers.
kelli